Friday, May 26, 2006
I'm trying SO hard to prepare for this birth. I'm thinking good thoughts, repeating affirmations, reading "Spiritual Midwifery" for the gazillionth time.
I've been so raw and emotional lately. Yesterday, I got in an argument with Yaakov. I threw my glasses at him and started to cry. In a grocery store parking lot.
Last night my midwife showed me 2 natural childbirth videos. They made me want to have an epidural.