I just emailed a Rabbi whom I greatly respect. He is a powerhouse of Chassidus, and he is also a writer. He has no idea who I am.
I told him about my blog. That I'm afraid it's turning me into an egomaniac. I asked him if it's appropriate - as a religious Jewish woman - to write my private thoughts to the whole online universe.
I told him that I write a lot about G-d. That I write about my struggles.
I told him that it's been therapeutic for me. That Yaakov knows about it. That I write anonymously.
I told him I'd hit the delete key if he thought it would be best.